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Saturday, March 27, 2010

Hmmm, looking back to recent months n all, it only made me realise that maybe we shouldn't hold onto people/things so closely and so tightly so that when we lose em the pain isn't so hard to endure. Life can be a bitch, but im adapting to it. Learning new things, seeing things from different perspective, learning to be tougher and to endure better than before. Putting on a brighter smile and seeing things more lightly and positively. And not caring so much bout things that I know will upset me since its a waste of my time anws. Yupp yupp. Shit im getting older and wiser. muahahahaah

Ok enough of self-reflection. FINALLY THE LONG AWAITED HOL IS HERE (L)! whooop whooop! 18days of holiday IM LOVING IT. Although its more of a study break, who cares! I get to wake up late, slp late, enjoy more! Touch rugby touch rugby, say it with me chant it with me! hehehe.

Holiday=
1)Touch rugby
2)Frisbee
3)Mahjong sessions
4)Drinking sessions
5) Playing cards
6)Monopoly
7)EATING EATING sessions with my different makan groups!
8) STUDYING + ASSIGNMENT :(

hahaha oh well, shall make the best of this hol. Its our last hol together for college life. Sigh its all ending so fast. Kinda sucks.

But to celebrate the hol and all, went CLUBBING at VII ytd :D called jessie, chifatt + his gf, justin + his bf, bel, ek and jo along!! whoooo. the roof the roof the roof WAS on fire :D hahahah. was pretty fun! jess and bel's first time but jess danced as if she always clubbed, pro yo! bel we had to loosen her up and teach her. hahaha. then we all drank jagerbombs and smirnoff. CF was damn nice he kept buying drinks and shared with us :D whoo dance dance until my feet almost died! first time wearing heels to dance for hours= PAIN. spell it pls. haha. but was awesome lots! enjoyed it and we should do it again soon! whooooo :D the best part of having guys club with u is that u get to see all the other guys having to back-off or have the consider-to-dance-with-u look! the funniest part of the night wasnt how thre were some weird dance moves (from our grp and others) or drunkards falling down BUT it was when this frequent chi-ko-pek clubber (seen him b4 at VII) wanted to approach us coz my back was directly towards him, then suddenly EK and CF moved tgt like the sliding door to close him off from me and the other girls. HAHAHA his expression = PRICELESS! he was furious and pissed and so disbelieving! so funny can, the boys were so cute when they moved in tgt! yayy shall do that again sooon. whoooo :D

10:18 AM
Yhot legs and water beds

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

okay just a quickie. denise is really super happy but guilty at the same time can.
today chadstone( a suburb) had their awesome season sale till midnite. so after class at 5pm we rushed, well sorta rushed over. took like 45mins liddat. then WHAO! the place is even bigger than vivo! IMAGINE THAT! while u are imagining, put in PLACEWIDE SALE! the whole mall was having sales. EGGtremely awesome no? thre was like 15 of us so we split up. gretl, jessie n i sorta speed shopped and only stopped at stores we really wanted and thus kinda covered the whole place. super happy can but guilty coz i spent like 300bucks :(
300bucks:

1) Ralph Lauren Polo Tee
2) Pretty pretty clubbable or sch dress (it can be either formal or informal!)
3) AlX hooded-jacket

AHHH....all are LOVED! Denise shall go to bed a HAPPY AND SATISFIED GIRL! <3

10:27 PM
Yhot legs and water beds

Sunday, March 14, 2010

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before and she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
- Bob Marley

ahhhhh........

12:23 AM
Yhot legs and water beds

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

"Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you...this person is your soulmate, your best friend...don't ever let them go."

Since im still young, only 19, it'll prolly be still quite some time before I find this perfect person for me huh. So the journey to find him is like

"A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice (try many times) in her life to be thankful for a good one.

Meaning by the time I find my Mr super duper Right, I'll treasure him like hell. Learn from all the mistakes and turn them all into a brilliantly beaaautiful long lasting relationship. heehee. Ahhh im being so soppy and cheesy and romantic. Saw all these and just decided to add them together and put them into this random sappy post o mine just for the fun of it. And then a psychology student will tell me, No denise, by posting this up, you are actually admitting what you are consciously or subconsciously feeling my dear. Hahah sheeesh. I love psyccccch psyyycho is love. I wanna do well and do well and get into uni and get a hawt hawt ang moh boyfriend plox. Mmmm ahhhh yeaaah.

Im feeling relatively happy today can you tell? Started on HOI and finished reading the pri extracts ytd and wanna finish it by tmr morning so that I wont regret last min work and handing up on fri! Juzzzzzzzy is such a motivating inspiration! ahahah. But at least i can wake up in the morning to study :D annoying him push push and threaten to kick me outta bed if i didnt wake up to study as promised! :( then kop all the blanket! wts freeze me outta bed! but i manage to start on a rough essay draft after i got frozen outta bed! wheeeeee! 22year-olds are th bestest! mostest motivating ones :D hahahahah whooo whooo. BUAIZXSZXS

9:26 AM
Yhot legs and water beds

Saturday, March 06, 2010

hmmm celebrated bel's 18th ytd. was pretty awesome till it hit midnight whreby we all started to die due to the amount of energy used up already during the week thanks to all the workload. hmm besides frens n sch, i've been marathon-ing. i never knew how AWESOMELY ADDICTIVELY FUNNILY ENTERTAININGLY AMUSINGLY GREATTT HIMYM was. omg im already finishing season 4 when i just started season one last thurs. im really hooked ok! like seriously! WHAT UP :D its awe.....wait for it....some possum! :D teehee
okayy i've been cooking lotsa yumminess too. ok zach i love it n am cooking mostly for myself so keep yr criticism to a min.! haha. but i hope when u said it tasted ok u meant it hor! hmmph! shall poison em food the next time i pack for u ^^
today has been productive only in a domestic sense.
1) went to vic market for grocery shopping
2)laundry
3)wash toilet
4) cleaned kitchen
-by that i mean wash dishes n also went down on all fours like maidstyle u know n use mop the floor with a cloth with my hands! im pro i knoww (Y)

yeaah so im feeling real clean now house n all. but academic wise I DID NOTHING. FML! sighhh byeee

11:35 PM
Yhot legs and water beds

Thursday, March 04, 2010

Okay, so its 4 down and 4 to go. screwed up my lit and psych essay really really badly. Hope my EnD was satisfiable and that my marks wont be disappointing. Been really really tired these two weeks. Today after class reached home n blacked out for two hours. I couldnt wake up at all. Guess my mind n body are both telling me that I not supposed to be pushing them that hard with super long hours staring at the comp. I never could survive long on 3-4hours of slp/day. Should have taken more care. Oh well. Now i shall hope to procrastinate less in order to get proper slp and suffer less from panic n stress attack closer to my deadlines. Hmmm.... yeah i guess that's all for now. Shall slp soon!

oh btw, am super proud of myself. haven been shopping for 2weeks ^.^ it's a huge huge achievement on my part which im not intending to break till next week. meaning i've been clear of being a shopaholic for 3whole weeks. that's pretty awesome within a semi-shopaholic group. haha (Y) been saving money too. budgeting n bringing meals to school. which means that I'LL HAVE LOADS MORE TO SPEND ON SHOPPING AFTER ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS. RETAIL THERAPY IS THE BEST FORM OF THERAPY <3


If you love someone, let them go; for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.

so now i guess im just left to wait and see

9:54 PM
Yhot legs and water beds


INTRO
L is for the way u LOOK at me
O is for the ONLY one I see
V is VERY VERY extraordinary
E is EVEN more than anyone that you can adore
Like a perfect scene From a movie screen We're a dream come true Suited perfectly For eternity Me and you Everyday, I need you even more And the night time too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to

ME!

M-S-M
I(II)-N-A-T-M
Shopaholic
Piercings<3
Tattoos<3
*Might* fall into the materialist category



LOVES

Leather, Rosegold, Gold, Silver<3<3<3
Accessories Addict<3
Spiky, studded, sparkly goods
Bagaholic
Watch Collector
I live to eat<3


THE WANTS

To secure a stable job in the near future

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